Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Is it LOVE???

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest?? >> > >-It isn't love, it's LIKE.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off of her, am I right?? >> > >-It isn't love, it's LUST.

Are you proud, and eager to show her off?? >> > >-It isn't love, it's LUCK.

Do you want her because you know she's there?? >> > >-It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.

Are you with her because it's what everyone wants?? >> > >-It isn't love, it's LOYALTY.

Are you with her because she kissed you, or held your hand? >> > >-It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.

Do you stay for her confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt her? >> > >-It isn't love, it's PITY.

Do you belong to her because the sight of her makes your heart skip a beat?? >> > >-It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.

Do you pardon her faults because you care about her? >> > >-It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.

Do you tell her every day she is the only one you think of? >> > >-It isn't love, it's a LIE.

Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for her sake? >> > >-It isn't love, it's CHARITY.

Does your heart ache and breaks when she's sad? >> > >-Then it's LOVE.

Do you cry for her pain, even when she's strong? >> > >-Then it's LOVE.

Do her eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts? >> > >-Then it's LOVE.

Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you to her? >> > >-Then it's LOVE.

Do you accept her faults because it's a part of who she is? >> > >-Then it's LOVE.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with her faithfully without regret?? >> > >-Then it's LOVE.

Would you give her your heart, your life, your death?? >> > >-Then it's LOVE.

Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love? Why is it all we search for in life? This pain, this agony? Why is it all we long for? This torture, this powerful death of self? Why? The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE. It is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having it wish to experience it and share it with others as well.

Not an original...but in true LoLa ishTyle..


On the road to Trivandrum

Coconut oil in my hair

Warm smell of avial

Rising up through the air

Up ahead in the distance

I saw a bright pink tube-light

My tummy rumbled, I felt weak and thin

I had to stop for a bite

There he stood in the doorway

Flicked his mundu in style

And I was thinking to myself

I don't like the look of his sinister smile

Then he lit up a petromax

Muttering "No
Muttering "No power today"

More Mallus down the corridor

I thought I heard them say

Welcome to the Hotel Kerala-fonia

Such a lousy place,

Such a lousy place (background)

Such a sad disgrace,

Plenty of bugs at the Hotel Kerala-fonia

Any time of year

Any time of year (background)

It's infested here

It's infested here

His finger's stuck up his nostril

He's got a big, thick mustache

He makes an ugly, ugly noise

But that's just his laugh

Buxom girls clad in pavada

Eating banana chips

Some roll their eyes, and

Some roll their hips
I said to the manager

My room's full of mice

He said,

Don't worry, saar,I sending you

meen karri, brandy and ice

And still those voices were crying from far away

Wake you up in the middle of the night

Just to hear them pray

Save us from the Hotel Kerala-fonia

Such a lousy place,

Such a lousy place (background)

Such a sad disgrace

Trying to live at the Hotel Kerala-fonia

It is no surprise

It is no surprise (background)

That it swarms with flies
The blind man was pouring

Stale sambar on rice

And he said

We are all just actors here

In Silk Smitha-disguise

And in the dining chamber

We gathered for the feast

We stab it with our steely knives

But we just can't cut that beef

Last thing I remember

I was writhing on the floor

That cockroach in my appam-stew was the culprit,

I am sure

Relax, said the watchman,

This enema will make you well

And his friends laughed as they held me down

God's Own Country? Oh, Hell!

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

welcome back tabi

I am totally aware of the fact that it has been quite a while since i last wrote...maybe my mind is just rotting..thats why i decided to write once again..But what is it that i should write about??Does this post also have to be as strong and as loud as the previous one???Do my posts have to compete against each other??
Blah...Tats all bulls**t..
Today am gonna write about TRUST...eva heard of the word "TRUST"??
Goddamn it..obviously..everyone has heard of the word "trust"..
We use it everyday..atleast most of us who are in love (or atleast claim to be in love) find the need to use it in our daily terminology..
"Don't you trust me,honey???"
"This wouldn't have happened had u TRUSTED me"..
Sounds familiar??

But then again..How important is "TRUST" in any relationship???
This is a question i saw myself rappling wid today...Lets not get into the nitty-gritties of why i felt like answering this question today..was just faced wid a situation of that sort...

why should we trust???whom should we trust??when should we start trusting??when should we stop trusting??who decides all this??

Why is it so difficult to trust someone whom we love soooo much...Shouldn't we find it easier to trust our love much more easily???Then why is that they are the first ones we tend to doubt..The moment someone tells us something bout em,why do we jump to conclusions..

why why why???????????

why cant we learn to trust more openly??wat does it take to trust???

This is an observation that i have made...All of us want to be trusted...But find it highly difficult to trust..

So which one requires more guts??Trusting or being trusted???
A question worth askin??rite??